We used to be best friends. We were inseparable. Every single weekend you would call me and ask me to come over. I was the first person you called. It didn’t matter how much we saw each other at school, we always made plans to hang out. Things were so easy for us. We could talk about anything. Even if it was completely silent and we were on our phones instead of socializing, we were having a good time. Every time we had a sleepover, we would watch scary movies on Netflix. Most of the time the movies sucked, but they were still fun to watch because we just made fun of them and they became memories. I guess that’s what I miss the most. All of the good times that we had were probably the best moments of my life. I still wonder why our friendship fell apart. I look at you everyday and I remember how we used to joke around with each other. Sometimes we would fight about who hated the other more, but the truth was that we didn’t hate each other. Everything was perfect. I would do anything to go back in time for just one day. I would do anything to go back to the day that everything changed between us. I would fix all of the mistakes I made that day. I don’t think I’ll ever find another guy friend like you. I don’t even know why I decided to write this all down. I see and talk to you every single day, but for some reason I still miss you. I miss the friendship we used to have. In a way, I want you to know how I feel, but at the same time I’m scared that you would just laugh in my face if you ever saw this because things aren’t the way they used to be. We aren’t either.